Novel meltdown

I have one week. One week left to edit the first thirty pages of my novel (formerly known as NaNoWriMo Novel #1, now called by its acronym, TBW) so I can submit it to The 2009 Get Your Stiletto In The Door Contest. I had every intention of entering it into the competition this time last year, but I looked at the state of my novel and said 'There is no way it will be ready in time.'

At the moment, it's pretty much there. I cut a lot of the ideas that were purely NaNoWriMo padding, and re-structured the whole book. And I also had to divide the whole thing up into chapters. I think it's more balanced. I'm just line editing now, making sure that the scenes flow easily from one to the next, and that my characterisation and description isn't too over/underdone.

It would be nice for my novel to do well in the competition - I'd be ecstatic for months if it did - but realistically I'm more interested in the feedback the judges are offering. Hopefully they will give me pointers on things I can improve, so that I can make my novel better.

P.S. Happy Queen's Birthday to all of the states who celebrate it today! I hope you enjoy the day off! I know I will :)

P.P.S. I've noticed lately that I use the word 'just' a lot. I'm trying to stop! Is there any word that always seems to just pop up in your writing?

The Writer's Retreat

It is just after eight o'clock, and I am just about ready to begin writing. All around me is quiet, save for the chirping of some unidentifiable birds outside and the hum of the computer fan.

It is Monday morning, I have this week off from work, and I intend to write.

The next eight days (Monday June 8 is a public holiday) will be spent slowly striking things off of my long list of writing projects. And not before time - some of them have been hanging around for a year.

My first task is to finish three chapters of Retribution, my Ever After Fan Fiction story. From there comes the more difficult work: sequencing my novel and starting rewrites to get it ready for a novel competition I plan on entering it into, polishing another submission I want to make to an online journal, and trying to find a publication that matches another story I've written (I know, I know, I should find the publication first, and then tailor my stories for them. I must get my head around that concept!)

Wish me luck!

Why I'll always love Fan Fiction

I received a rejection letter on Monday. Even though it was a standard letter, the Fiction Editor had taken the time to not only sign her name but write mine - much friendlier than the "Dear Writer" other magazines have been sending my way. I even liked the letterhead on the rejection letter - shiny silver and purple - and, although it is plain professionalism that sees every one of the magazine's letters go out with this expensive-looking letterhead, I couldn't help but think they could save money in this global financial crisis by sending out the hundreds of rejection letters they mail each week with less gloss. Or maybe that's just me?

I'm not sure if it was the handwriting of the editor, or the shiny letterhead, or the fact that I've just become used to them, but this rejection didn't leave me with the hollow realisation that I'll never ever be a 'real' writer.

Then again, I had posted Chapter Three of Retribution, my Ever After Fan Fiction story, the night before and it's hard to tell yourself your writing is a mess when reviewers are telling you that you write well and are asking to read more. It gives me random thoughts, like: maybe I could write movie novelisations, or perhaps I should concentrate on historical novels! Yes! Mind you, jumping on the Internet whenever I can to see if there's a new review is probably not doing much for my productivity!

Happy Easter

I wish everyone a happy and safe Easter!

I envisage spending the next two days eating my way through the left over hot cross buns, gorging on Cadbury chocolate with my family, revelling in the knowledge that I have submitted Submission 11, and making a good start on writing a novel synopsis for Writing School Assignment Eighteen!

Halfway there...

I am halfway through the amount of submissions I need to make for Writing School!

Even better, I am one more edit away from submitting Submission #11, and I even have a few ideas about queries to non-fiction publications.

This is all very exciting for me, after all of these (years) of procrastination. Maybe my writing brain is finally kicking in?

Looking for inspiration

Today I got back in to writing mode (was I ever really there?) by completing my tenth submission for Writing School. It took me five weeks of typing and re-typing the story before I convinced myself I just had to let it be. Hopefully, I don't take as long to finish off the accompanying cover letter - I plan to have it all done and in the mail by tomorrow night.

In other news, we've finally foregone our old dial-up connection and have ADSL2 - great for accessing the Internet when the need to check a submission guideline arises, but very, very bad for getting stuck on the Internet reading blogs or looking for houses!

My list of potential projects is getting larger. I have three assignments left to complete for my Writing School course, two of which I have outlined. I also have some idea fragments for short stories to write, and with the four-day Easter long weekend coming up, I'll have some time off to sit down and write them - as long as the inspiration that makes the fragments gel together into a story turns up in the next week...

I wrote for six hours (read: sat in front of the computer with my story up on the screen, singing along to my music, thinking about projects that are way down the line in terms of priority, and then every now and then editing my story) today, and so am very pleased with myself!

Now I can go to sleep and enjoy the extra hour as we turn our clocks backward. Sweet dreams!

Australia Day and Heatwaves

First thing I'd like to say is Happy Australia Day to everyone! I hope you're enjoying the long weekend and the requisite backyard BBQ - I know I am!

Second is I am not looking forward to the next few days. The forecast for the next few days is forty degrees Celsius, or around abouts. That's bad for several reasons:
1. It's very hot, even at nighttime.
2. Now that I'm catching the bus to work instead of driving, I have to find ways of keeping cool while walking between work, the bus stop, and home.
3. It gets too hot to go house-hunting, although the bonus is you can work out which houses don't have adequate cooling in them.
4. I don't tend to write much in hot weather. When it's hot, I tend to do things that don't require much energy, or thought. Things like lying on the floor ... in front of the air conditioner.

Enough of the complaining. I actually did manage to motivate myself to submit a story to a magazine today. This is a short story that I actually outlined last June, wrote in September, sent as an assignment to my writing tutor and despite the good feedback am only now submitting it.

My resolution for this year? To stop procrastinating! :)

NaNoWriMo: Day 30: As a long weekend of NaNoWriMo draws to a close...

I spent from 9pm on Friday night until 8:45pm Sunday night, with eight hours off to sleep/eat in between to finish my NaNoWriMo novel for this year, and guess what...

I won!

NaNoWriMo: Day 23: Not As Good As I'd Hoped

I was going in for the kill yesterday. I started with nine thousand words, and the aim was to get to 30,000 by the end of last night. Simple. Reach fifteen thousand by lunch time, twenty thousand by tea, and then do the last five thousand before going to sleep.

I only managed six thousand.

How is very simple. Although I had my laptop with me for the whole day except for when I was blogging yesterday morning and eating, I made the decision that I could watch TV while working on my story. I mean, while I was in my room I was listening to the radio while still getting my thousand words per hour done, so what was the big deal? I was just going to watch Evita and then maybe some of the music channels.

But TV also means moving pictures that you have to focus on and that crush any pictures you have in your head. So although I spent about ten hours with my laptop in my lap (an old laptop that Dad's work was no longer needing while I wait it out to buy my new laptop), I managed only six thousand words.

To top it off, on the NaNoWriMo site, they were suggesting a challenge that everyone be up to 40,000 words by the time they went to sleep on Monday night. That was all well and good yesterday morning. I'm now up to about 16500 words, and there's no way I'm going to be able to write twenty-thousand words today and tomorrow. I have my step-cousin's 21st party tonight (odd to be on a Sunday, I know), and then work tomorrow, so I'll just have to not give up on myself and keep putting one word after another.

I'll write again once I've pushed over 40k!

NaNoWriMo: Day 22: And It Becomes Serious

It's the twenty-second day of NaNoWriMo.

I have written 10505 words.

There are eight days left of NaNoWriMo.

I have 39495 words left to write.

I'd better go and write them.

(I have $2.00 riding on this. Dad's bet me $2 that I won't have 50000 words by the end of next Sunday. In times of financial crisis, you need all the money you can get.)

So what am I doing here? I'm off to do NaNoWriMo!

NaNoWriMo: Day Two

Well, I managed to scrape together 1,712 words yesterday, which is at least on target according to NaNoWriMo guidelines!

Hope everyone else doing NaNoWriMo is having fun and enjoying writing!

NaNoWriMo: Day One: The Game Plan

I was half an hour away from being awake at the start of NaNoWriMo. Just thirty minutes more, and I could have turned on my laptop, opened a new document, and started typing the first few words of my 2008 NaNoWriMo novel.

But I was exhausted, so I went to bed.

Last year's NaNoWriMo I stressed myself out by procrastinating for the first two weeks, and then in the last two and a bit weeks writing at any time I wasn't at work or asleep, and was able to 'win' (a.k.a write fifty thousand words of a novel) two hours before the deadline of 11:59pm on the 30th November, 2007.

Not this year.

This year I have a game plan, and it starts today. My plan is:
On Saturdays and Sundays, write 4000 words per day.
On weekdays, write 2000 words per day.
The NaNoWriMo people say to keep up you should write 1,667 words a day.
Therefore, if I keep to my schedule, I win. Early.

Can I keep this motivation, when I can't even bring myself to sit down and concentrate on my Writing School assignments? I guess we'll see ...

My 25th Birthday

Happy birthday to me!

Thirteen days to go ...

Current total:
Assignments submitted: 16
Submissions submitted: 8
Assignments and submissions left to submit: 16

Slowly but surely getting that number down. Still greater than one per day, though. Doesn't look good for my challenge! (And probably doesn't help that I don't feel too crash hot at the moment.)

Fifteen days to go ...

Current total:
Assignments submitted: 16
Submissions submitted: 7
Assignments and submissions left to submit: 17

That maths is probably completely wrong, but my head hurts too much and my throat is too sore to care.

I'm having a night off tonight, seeming as I wasn't concentrating at work properly (most likely due to the combination of losing an hour from the evil side of daylight saving, and the horrible cold that everyone at work's getting, and that's trying to make me feel crap as well). But last weekend was a long weekend, and I did a lot of writing-related stuff, although my totals don't show it.

Here is what my weekend looked like:

Saturday
- went shopping for work clothes (okay, more day job related than writing related), went to the art gallery (last week saw me submit an entry to the York Art Gallery short story competition - the story had to be based on a piece of art work, and there's some beautiful paintings in our city's art gallery), bought the 2009/2010 copy of the Australian Writers Marketplace, and attended a quiz night - which our table won.

Sunday
- watched a DVD of my uncle's trip to America and Japan. It was very slickly edited. Also spent time completing Writing School Assignment Seventeen.

Monday
- More time finishing Writing School Assignment Seventeen (have to teach myself to stop writing stories with a thousand cliches in them!). Started a few short story ideas, and then left them in my subconscious to ferment for a while.

So, considering the last few months where I've whined about procrastination and not being able to do any writing, I think last weekend was quite an achievement for me!

Thirty Days and Counting ...

It looks like I'm back to my evil procrastinating ways again.

And this time last week I was going so well!

It's September 22. In thirty days I turn 25. I started my Writing School course almost five years ago, and I do not want to cross out the Age: 24 and put Age: 25 on my student record sheet.

I have no plan. I had a plan that looked incredibly scary and involved writing a new story every day and editing them on the weekends.

That's not going to happen. Especially with three weeks passing in between sending each assignment ... and I have four assignments left to send.

And then there's the thirteen (!) submissions to make in order to complete the course. It's not so bad - I've partly written my way through five of them, but they're not completed.

I need to think of ways to be positive!

Seven submissions down ...

Today I hit seven submissions sent to magazines. I have sent off two in the past four days - that's very impressive for someone who procrastinates as much as I do! Out of those seven, three have been rejected, two have been accepted, and two are still being decided on. So I'm pleased with myself!

Last weekend I decided to take some time away from the house (where things like TV and the computer lured me away from writing) and I spent the afternoon in my old university's library. When I used to go there (only two years ago, but it seems like such a long time!) I always used to be writing bits of stories and novels, and so I wanted to see if I could write better there than at home. And I did actually get a lot more done, so in the future I'll be heading down there for a day every other week and hopefully productivity grows and procrastination lessens!

Too much sitting in front of a computer (8 hours at work and then whatever time I spend writing at home) has made my brain ache. Not good.

It's 38 or so days until my birthday, by which time I promised myself I would be finished with Writing School. So let's get this straight: in 38 days I expect myself to not only work 40+ hours a week at the day job, and get the 8 hours of sleep a night I require, but also to finish four assignments and thirteen stories, all of approximately 1000 words each? Is it good to doubt yourself before you've even started?

Novel progress ... sort of ... and Fan Fiction

While trying to ignore the fact that I've got four more assignments and fifteen more submissions to make before I can complete my course, I have been reading a book from the library which is supposed to help me re-structure my badly written NaNoWriMo novel. And the surprising thing is, I think it's working (although I am only two chapters in)!

I've been reading some other blogs lately, and one of them commented on another how-to-write-a-novel book. Usually I try and steer clear of how-to-write books, because I spend all my time reading them and then not doing any actual writing. But this book came highly recommended, and I made a note to search for it the next time I logged on to my library's website ... until I thought I had heard the title before.

I rushed to my Advanced Editing and Proofreading box (which my mother has taken prisoner - she won't let me start a new correspondence course until I finish my comprehensive writing one), and lo and behold, they had given me this book as one of the 'random books we decide to give you to make you think you're getting loads of free stuff with the course material'. Which was good in a way, but bad in a way also, because now the book's sitting there tempting me to read it.

But no. I have to do my writing school assignments. And my Fan Fiction. Hopefully the second and third chapters of Fan Fiction will be written and posted today. If I can find time to write around Father's Day celebrations for Dad. Maybe Fan Fiction people will have to wait until the end of the week. I've always had a talent for procrastinating!

Addicted to Stats

FanFiction.net has this new feature which shows how many people are reading my stories, and where abouts in the world they come from. It's really interesting to see. Most of the people reading my stories seem to come from America, and then there are a few from Denmark, Poland, and the Netherlands, and also some from the UK. It only shows one Australian as having visited them, so I assume that's me! :)

Contrast that with if I had a story published. You wouldn't know how many people were reading it, or what they thought of it (I find myself checking for new reviews on Fan Fiction all the time after I've put something up there. I need the praise - it's a fantastic motivator!), unless you manage to hear something through word of mouth.

Just me thinking out loud.

Writing Break - over?

I've been taking a little break from writing at the moment (in case you didn't notice due to the lack of blogging going on).

I did submit a story on Friday, though, so we'll see how that one goes!

Besides that, I've been thinking about editing and redrafting the novel I wrote for last year's NaNoWriMo, but at the moment it's just one big task - I need to sit down and break it into little tasks that don't seem so daunting.

The weather's horrible at the moment. It's cold and raining all the time. Usually, this would be the perfect weather for me to do my writing in - either in bed or in the lounge room where the heater is, but at the moment, it's hard to do any writing.

I blame the death of my laptop (well, the corruption of its hard drive, anyway).

The other thing I really need to do is get back to posting chapters on Fan Fiction. When I've been reading other people's stories who have really good stories and then they haven't posted anything new for ages, I always tell myself 'I won't do that.' And now, it's been about four months since I posted a new chapter for my current FF story. So I should probably get going on that, too.

Here's to a productive week!